Job application - 10/25/05

Just finished up my application for a dispatcher postion @ the 911 building. I'm really ready for a change in scenery. And pay. Hopefully this new position will turn the money troubles around, at least in the long run.

I'm so sick of dealing with money. SICK. Everytime I turn around it's something else. Why can't we go back to the bartering system. I'll do this photoshop work for you and you give me three dozen eggs, and that goat over there. On second thought, I don't know what I'd do with a goat.

I keep going over what my new job responciblities will be if I get hired. It almost scares me out of it. Maybe it's more laziness than fear. I just keep thinking that I won't be able to handle the calls coming in. But I thought that about the crime scenes that I would have to photograph when I started my forensic photographer postion in 2003, and I got through that just fine. It is the laziness. I've got to start working on that. Opportunities just fall in my lap sometimes and I seem to let them slip right past me.

It's like I'm waiting for someone to just walk up and say "You're hired"! Not gonna happen. Not in a job that will actually pay the bills.